It's good to know where you stand sometimes, so you know whether it's worth fighting for or time to move on.
Thanks for opening my eyes, boys. I've deluded myself so long by putting my faith in the wrong people. I refuse to feel second best. I refuse to feel the shame of rejection over and over again. And to put things in perspective, I have no one to blame but myself for empowering the wrong people to affect how I feel.
Today is the day - News that will make or break my December plans will be revealed. Stay tuned.